Alexisonfire are playing at next year's Soundwave. Fucking fuck. I didn't want to want to go, if that makes sense. And now I will want to go. And it will end in me losing my phone and regretting getting out of bed again.

I just baked some awesome peanut butter and chocolate chip muffins. You can have one if you like.

I don't know where Matthew is. I don't care. It's awsome. And it's only taken me almost two years.

I have nothing to say. I never shut up these days, but all my words go to Adam, or my tumblr.

Breakdown that I have been holding back since November is all systems go.

candypants_x  and i went to the world bar to see life bitter soul.
i wholeheartedly approve of their teapot cocktails and the band and the bar and life in general.
i used their sound engineer as a faux boyfriend and ended up macking the dj.
candypants_x was idolised, due to her fan.
it's a good thing we're camwhores.

( herehere. )
...

i am very very excited for uni.
and i've developed an obsession for this poem.

we were both ugly inside.



I might not know him at all anymore, but Fabian is still just a genuinely nice guy. Sometimes we talk like strangers, but tonight we almost sounded like old friends. It was nice.
For the record, I don't like things being 'nice'. 'Nice' is as flaccid and broad as adjectives get.


I've decided that  Chiodos lost something when they ditched 'the' and 'Bros.' from their names. The Best Way To Ruin Your Life EP is amazing. Lindsay Quit Lollygagging is fantastic. Compared to the EP, Bone Palace Ballet is well... nice. And I'm quite aware that candypants_x  is probably person on my flist with an opinon on Chiodos, and it'll probably be quite different.
While we're at the music place, may I heartily reccommend Throw Me The Statue's Moonbeams and The Rest's Atlantis, Oh Our Savior? Thanks.


I'm avoiding going to bed. I miss Matt a lot tonight. Matt-Before-He-Went-To-England-Matt, not this verison. This version sucks. His upper arms are disgustingly out of proportion.
I love his stupid arms and the way he shakes.

Well, Hogwarts.
I'm a Ravenclaw fo' lyf!

Coming an equal second (due to the conditions attatched) are;
- Sunnydale High (only if I'm a Scooby and don't get eaten by the Mayor)
- Stoneybrook Middle School (if I got to be friends with Cookie Mason, obviously)
- Constance Billard (so that I'd get to say 'I must beat Nelly Yuki!' all the time)
- Roundview Sixth Form College (so that I can do Tony. And Chris. And Cassie.)

But really, I think I'd just go back to Smith's Hill. I love it, for the offensive wall colour and crass Science staff and H Block.